Thanks for everything. Track by JohnJRenns Track Art by ackro LYRICS: Here I am back in Oak Ridge again But no one's here to greet me cause I lost all my friends I had a part, but I threw it away That's when we went our separate ways I remember what I used to say I said, "Rain is something that flows away." Music's the bond connecting us all in the end So why am I back in Oak Ridge again? Come a bit closer, I can't hear what you're singing Yall, in weird cities, I'm hearing your songs playing Funny, but we still had something solid going We were the best that we had - They're calling me by a name I do not recognize Some don't even know my face Some have taken after my place Tales of my actions are widespread and they're fantasized I forgot I even did that Maybe I want to forget why I did that Well, if this is the price that I have to pay I may be fine with it Cause there's nothing left more for me to say I have no ties left Yeah, that's the world And I'm just another girl Haunted by my past again So then where are all my friends? Yeah, that's the world And I'm just another girl We’re gonna die, but at least I want to see my friends tonight - Last night I dreamed I was trying to kill you I tightened ‘round your neck, but I didn’t go through with it It’s another morning without you around I tried to write a song, but all I got was this trash Don’t you know I could break down at any moment I am terrified that it could also happen to you Please understand I don’t know what happens next Please believe Please believe Please believe When I’m speeding in the middle of Tennessee High on life, at last I can feel myself tonight A police car stopped me and I had to show my deadname Under the moonlight, I thought about your pretty face Your face Don’t you know I could break down at any moment I am terrified that it could also happen to you Please understand I don’t know what happens next Please believe Please believe Please believe - I woke up late this noon Saw a picture of you holding my hand Framing my untorn regret You are not what I regret So here I go again Trying to capture that magic once again this time Framing me for your self respect I don’t need their damn respect Now I don't trust in magic or a miracle Cause when I listen back, these songs - oh, they're terrible These little tricks that I pulled, they're so adorable, quizzical When they remind me who I was, it's so difficult The way I had so much fun, now it seems mythical When I write anything now, I feel so pitiful I wish I could go back to that parable And I think I have realized my curse Cause I’ve yet to create my worst I guess I will pretend as if this is my first And I’ve lost the place that I belonged But I won’t have to wander for long WHEN I COME BACK HOME YOU'LL BE GONE - Why is it so hard just to rewind I listen to old songs and somehow I find I don't hear them the same way anymore There's bad mixing and flaws and they're just so boring Do I push myself too hard? I'm only 19 years old That's 14 I wasted, letting time be amassed And 5 I committed to pursuing this worthless craft I lost all of my friends Some things are better broken, and ties are tough to mend This is what I deserve, it seems https://coolandnewwebcomic.bandcamp.com/album/cool-and-new-volume-3-2 CANWC is http://canwc.mspfa.com/