been feeling really lonely recently and it's affecting my sleep. i can still perform all the things expected of me, daily routine the necessary stuff etc. but when i tuck into bed, alone with my thoughts, i always get in a loop of ruminating on how little genuine connection i have with other people rn, and it keeps me up at night. i've thought about this a lot and i believe that the most important thing in life is connection with other people, and more specifically, love. love for other people who love you too. love is the goal of life, and if you can find your love, you won't worry so much about death being inevitable. anyway, i guess that's why i made this. i tried combining my favorite video game track with an iconic song that encapsulates how i've been feeling recently. i think it turned out ok. alright i should leave this on a positive note. here's the thing: i know it's going to change. things will get better. that's a maxim that i'm never gonna stop believing and i hope you keep it with you too. but sometimes part of that healing/growth process is to make some art that reflects your current struggle. this is just a song mashup but it means something to me and i hope it means something to you all also if you use my videos credit me and dont monetize the video if it's mostly just my video kthx bye ------------------ Reupload by MariGunner Ripper: Minindo Same Honestly, a little. I hate sleeping because all I can do is dream about how better it would be to live in my own headspace. My "friends" are stuck in my dreams and I cannot get them out. My lover is in my dream and it's not like they exist. Too bad I can't view this original upload in my country. although this is a silly mashup it means alot to me and I hope this reupload can help people find the original uploaders content. Digital or not, I miss all my friends everyday when I'm not around them. I guess I barely am around them. and when I do lose them, It feels as if my heart and self deflate. Too bad I really cannot end in a positive note. I have nothing forward to look to. Read the description if you want.... 👋~